Going Viral

Two things point to my head, a camera and rifle
Years after I'm gone, this video is still viral
I'll send it to my family, I'll send it to my rival
Rip God from the believer, make Hindus read the bible

I don't want to be blind but all I can see
Is the whole world doing something without me
Or maybe it's my own brain that's building fence
I don't care what it is, nothing gets another chance

I'm jumping from the bridges I'm burning
I'm hanging from the rope that I should've climbed
I'm drowning in the water that gave me life
I'm drilled by the bullet that I saved for you

I came into this world with no option of consent
Now all these smiling rapists tell me that I can't
Because maybe possibly it might get better sometime someday
But that didn't work when I asked you to stay

You'll first deny and then torture yourself forever
'What could have I done to make things better'?
Eternal life in your regrets and nightmares until death
Eternal life until you kill yourself